"Imagine every day to be the last of a life surrounded with hopes, cares, anger, and fear. The hours that come unexpectedly will be so much more the grateful." ~Horace

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Life and what to do with it?

So I really do not know what to do. I keep thinking "what do I want to do with the rest of my life" and I honestly every time come up blank. I love to cook, but I love to cook "normal people food", I do not do gourmet foods and unfortunately the people who are chefs who make a good living are typically gourmet. So that takes me to photography, well unfortunately you have to be a certain type of photographer to make good money and although money is not everything in life, I want to be able to live life comfortably and eventually have a career that I can raise a family off of. Not that that is going to happen any time soon but you have to look into the future to decide something like this. For a while I wanted to be a forensic scientist but I had problems with that because of the physics. So then I thought into Nursing school, however the school near me that has the best program, I wouldn't be able to join for two years just because of all the things you have to do just to be considered into the program. So I go back to thinking nothing and so I have no clue. I don't even know what to do to help me, I have taken tests that have said what I would be good at by my personality and they are typically psychologist, social worker, teacher and I have thought about psychology but once again I go back to wanting to make a comfortable living and if I do go into doctoral school there is a possibility of me becoming very successful but that could be a long while from now. So I basically have no clue on what to do and it's annoying and I just keep going over things in my head and honestly it's becoming exhausting.

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