Gives Up

I just don't care anymore. I don't know what to do, I always have a positive attitude but why, what's the point anymore. I'm jobless, I'm moneyless, I have no idea on what I want for my future, I have no car, I can't do anything. I barely even have a social life anymore, I mean whats the point of caring and working hard when it doesn't even pay off. People just continue to disappoint you anyway and I've tried to think positive and keep myself on a good track but it's so hard when nothing is going right. I'm 18 years old, I have no clue what I want to do and every time I think of something, somebody gives me their opinion of how my life should go, where I should go to find a job, what I should do with my friends. It just seems that nobody cares how I feel about anything anymore and I'm just so sick of it. I give up, I just want to go someplace else, anywhere but here. I just want to not have to worry about money but everywhere I turn there's something else I need to help out with. These are supposed to be some of the best times of my life and yet I find myself sitting alone with myself most of the time and I dread those moments because they are the moments that I realize I'm nothing and that I don't even matter.