Stuck

So once again I am stuck. Thinking more and more about the future always does this to me. My problem is I spend too much time thinking things through and I always end up second guessing my plans. It doesn't help that everyone has their own opinion as to what I should do, however. I've been thinking more and more about possibly going for law. I always said I wanted to help people and lawyers are just one of those types of people that we will always need, like doctors and nurses and teachers and people in government. Maybe I should just go with something like that. That way I'm more guaranteed a job then I would be if I was a photographer or a chef. It's just an inner battle with my inner child I suppose. When you're a kid people tell you you can be whatever you want to be but once you become an adult you realize that that is not the reality of the situation. Sure you can still be whatever you want to be but guess what that comes with its own set of problems. Is there a high demand for that particular career? Is that even a possibility where I want to live? How much does it pay? Will I be able to live comfortably? Does it have crazy hours or will I one day be able to raise a family? How many other people are going into this field? What will I have to do to make myself more profitable then them? It's this perpetual cycle of questions constantly in my head that has me always second guessing what I'm going to do with my life and it's the end of freshman year and I want to make a decision. I don't want to be in my thirty's still in school trying to figure out what I'm going to do with the rest of my life. I just want a stable job that is going to allow me to still do the my hobby's and have a good time in life not one that will make me hate myself for choosing it. So I have no clue, I do know I don't want to be stuck in a cubicle for the rest of my life, that is one thing I can not do.